My Latin Dance Exam (ISTD)

On the 26th of Oct 2008, My Latin Dance exam. At that very afternoon , after church, keep practicing on my dance steps. pratice until like nobody's business. Gosh... At 1st , for a very long time , I had plan out wad to wear and stuff, but then till a few hour b4 the exam then i realize that the attire don't really .....MATCH!! oh well... But...luckily i got "backup"...although its small.but wad to do...teacher wan our attire to be fitting!!sosob...

Ok...today is the 13th of December already and i haven even post this out yet..hahah...alrite....almost one month. Like they say..PICTURES DO TELL STORY RIGHT??hehe...let me jus try this way...since i cant recall much about my exam..ehhehe...sorry...

Me..playing with my cam..B4 the exam

Still Playing

WIth jenn jenn...

She's leaving on a "jet plane"*wink* ( to singapore)

11/10/2008

Having Sharan with us for the past 3 weeks is fun and memorable.....miss her a lot....luckily it took 3 weeks for those ppl to renew her permit. If not ...she only will be here for few days..... Almost everynite we're out. When i feel tired ...and donfeel like going out she always saythis " ke she wo yao huai(fei) lur....." in a cute way....hahaha..so of coz....with this...summore she is my best fren..i cant reject. As sumhow its the truth she will only be here for a short time. Really make a lot of different when she's here. I had my prerfect holidays that i always wanted....have a perfect fren to tok to..on our probs and past(secondary sch days)..n we share our experince of our life as well.....She give me lots of advice...so yea...have to bare it in mind. Anyway...Sharan WILL MISS U A LOT...MAKE SURE U COME BACK WHEN UR FREE....*x0x0*

These are some pics that we took in the airport.

Kek cute pic....Sharan is perfect....but...Joshhhhhhh.....try harder...

Hey ....hehe...wonder wad Josh looking at and wads on his mind...*wink*...

Hahahaa...cannot afford to do anymore cute faces..ahaha..jus keep laughing..... Sharan a Pro man..

Trying my best....

pose taught by Sharan......

Sob Sob...dont be saddd................I know wad r u thinking about..dont worry ya..

Yes ? JOsh...apa you mau?hehehhee....

Jus cant let go my drinkkkkk..........slurp.....

Normal Pose......

trying to be cute again josh?ehehe...but nice la...not bad...

OKEY....dats tooo much now.........ahhahaha..

BLEKKKKK..........

Still holding on to my drink..bahaha...

From The Heart

As i Haven finish my blog about my holidays.reason is bcoz photos haven send to me by some particular ppl..so.....i shall just stop for while, and intro a song. Called " From The Heart" . Dedicate to "someone" that still have his heart closed.......


From The heart


I know youve heard these words a houndred other times before.

And youve been hurting so your heart has chose to close the door.

Love broke your heart and brought you lies.

Look in my eyes, youll see a love thats deep and true.

Tender and strong and all for you.

You can trust this love

Honest, thats the honest truth




From the heart Im giving you everything, everything.

From the heart. I promise you that Ill be there.

Ill be there to love you.

From the soul Im showing you all I feel, all I feel is,

From the heart, from the heart.

I will protect you and respect you and be all you need.

And when you reach for love you only need to reach for me.

These arms will never let you down.

Theyre staying around.

Ill walk with you through every storm.

Ill keep you save Ill keep you warm.

And youll have no doubt.. youre the one Im living for.





Ill provide the love you need.

Just trust my touch, believe in me.

Ill never make you cry.

Give it all I got, with all Ive got inside.








the song link....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w5xSZpy0FII


p/s: i haven learn how to upload in here yet. so bare with the link. *wink*

My Raya holss!!1st - 5th OCT

tik tok tik tok...the clock is ticking.......its crystal clear on that particular moment....the 30th of september....when im still sitting on my chair...working.....staring at the monitor screen....at the clock..on the right hand side of my computer screen.....wondering..y ah ne ban the time..aih.......2...2:30....3....4....4:45pm....omg! cant stand it..right when the clock strike 5PM!hhaha..pack my stuff...n rush to the main door....ITS HOLIDAY!!!yuhooo....!!! although its 3 days...but its the happiest 3days ever!..ehhee...

OK.....let me c...1st of all.. .the best thingy that happen in my hols is that...SHARAN is back here! after 2 and the half yrs we finally meet again. Her trip back here is actually to renew her permit o sumthing..im not sure, which means she is staying here for mayb... less then 3 weeks?...im excited to spend this hols with her. We are like best mates during high sch. We hang out together, sleep together in class..tsk tsk..n of coz..my " partner in crime" kekeke...

30th nite....its a tuesday, went out which bunch of frens include Sharan of coz....went to a place called " entertaiment K" ...its a karaoke lounge.but..but..the sound system...was "ok?"so so la..hmm..who cares.....when u got lotsa frens there...u wont care much...hehhee..... Sing a lot that nite...had a great time with them.

After blasting our voice....we went drinking ....to silhoutte. Everyone is tipsy...so yea..went home after that. Guess wad...the next day when i get up, i heard sumthing really funny! Someone...sumhow...ENDED UP SLEEPING AT THE KOPITIAM!!!ahhahahha!OMG...think he is realy really drunk ....but..at that nite...show no sign of a drunken JESSH!!ahhaa..oppsss...did i jus mention the name..hahaha..oh welll....The joke of the day.

1st Day

Went visiting on the 1st day of Raya....dengan kawan kawan sekalian sayeeeh......omg...the JAM IN PETRA JAYA!! took us around one hour to get to a house..gosh."pek chek".well...overall we visited 3 houses...n the foods are FANTASTIC! slurp...there's curry..rendang...ayam masak merah...n more.... i just cant stop eating....eat eat eat all the way...for 3 hours i guess...which took away all my "pek chek ness". After visiting..went home...then nite time....went cores with sarah n all those e.y group. Jenn..my best fren.. for such a long time..agree to club with me....so kinda crazy on the dance flooor...we kinda put latin step in it..so yea...not bad....keep requesting for R & B...but they allow one to be played...oh well...

After cores ...went office ..met joyce , lik yik, them there.....n again..dance...met new frens of coz..theres cindy, monica...i tink thats about it i remember...end of story..1st day of Raya.

2nd day

On the 2nd day of Raya...waken up by a call...a call on a trip to damai...but ...rejected at 1st bcoz i cant really overnite..as i have to sing in church for a wedding the next morning..So yea...so..i jus put down the phone, feeling sad coz i din really enjoy that much yet on this hols...suprisingly ,within 5 min i guess ..another call from him...change of plan...which is to Matang this time.....WHICH IS ONLY FOR FEW HOURS..n will b back by 5 sumthing.without any doubt i agreed ...quickly pack up my stuff...n wait for my ride.

Right when i stepped in the car, they mentioned about going to damai again..then i was like " better not!! don scare me...n i cant!!" tis is wad i keep repeating...all the way ...but i still don really believe..so without any worries i suppose...until...until ....we're rite in front of damai resort n they book a room in front of my eyes! OMG..that was when i confirm they are not joking. That is where i really start to get realy worried... luckily.. someone convinced me ...that..he is very sure somehow..someone ..will drive down...he did mentioned that a lot ppl WILL B DRIVING DOWN.... so yea...finally im relieved....

Right after we leave our things in the room...n "tu " a bit....change up..n walk right to the beautiful sea...the smell of the salty sea water...the warm breeze.....so comfy n nice....went to have a dip in the sea...then to the pool. THE POOL..THE POOL FIGHT....THE STUNNER..THE SWIM...MY FRENS...THE BEER...SUPERB! we had lotz n lots of FUN...Love hanging out with them...i can laugh almost every second when im with them.

After all the fun...its pretty tiring...so we went back n shower. WHICH i totally forget to watch the SUNSET!! sob sob...but ....oh well..
After showering, we headed to Buntal - lim hock ann- for our dinner. We had seafood , vege, and soup. Guess wad...there's no meat!!"out of stock" d. oh well... After dinner i drove guan's car back to damai. As the boys is in the other "giant truck" ..sorry jus have to say that.tehhee..

Back in damai...we all rest for a while, while the guys do wad they always wanted to do. I jus lie around, play card, and chit chat. Wanted to walk on the beach, but everyone seems pretty bz and again i miss out the nite walk on the beach. Although its kinda lame...but hey, its really nice to take a walk on the beach with the starlight wad....agree?

before midnight i guess, sharan , lily and I headed down kch. As there's no one else going down, so we have to tag along in lily's car. That particular sumone, don wanna say who..blek.. that mentioned about the " LOTz of PPL gonna drive down damai, n with no worries about going back" ,...didnt really came true. So we have to go back earlier with lily.oh well. I really miss every moment when im in damai, espeacially at that particular moment. i was shocked and suprised .....i never thought that tis will happen so soon.....but i will never forget.....it really mean a lot to me....and i mean a lotttttt...after 4 yrss.......oh well...

3rd day of raya, wake up around 7 sumthing, get ready to church for a wedding. took unpaid leave as i have to sing in that wedding. Im very surprise that Chris offered to pick me up and acompany me to the wedding. hehehe..who would spend a holiday waking up that early to acompany a fren to church,which he donno anyone at all...and jus to hear her sing?ahhaha...thank you so much.

The wedding ceremony march started with a piano piece " canon in D " the bride and the bridegroom walking along the aisle beatifully. so nice..hehhe....
Sing through the whole wedding mass. During the signing ceremony. I sang a song that i love the most, and i dedicated it to the beautiful couple. Song title called "Someone who'll watch over me" by katherine Mcphee.

To be honest, i kinda forget the sequence on where did i go during the holidays...but overall are...: Links, Soho, Ipanema, Cores, Office, The Boss, Junk Bar, Enter K and Senso. Thats about it that i really remember and a bit lazy to say it in details. So gona leave this blog cacated.

Overall...i LOVE my holidays!!! and thanks you guys so so so much!!! I LOVE U ALL!!!muah!!! i really had a great time.............all the pictures gonna upload when they all send it to me..so yea..bare with all the alphabetical letters... CHaoz!!!

Ben's burfday party.

After having dinner with company's customer. I called up josh to get me out of there. HE told me he kinda heading to Ben's burfday in a place called triangle.So of coz, i followed . Now... these are the party people. From the left there's ah den, josh, May, me, Ben , hui Lin, Jeane, and two other new frens ( so sorry, cant remmeber the names) .

We all had fun.drink a lot...i mean they drink a lot.tehehe, and i think overall i had one sip.played balut and the frog game intro by ah den...hehee...so funny..it goes like " one frog..jump into the river..tum ..two frog..jump into the river.tum tum...and it goes on n on.."

....until someone is really drunk and starts "emoing". I mean crying on someone's burfday? thats not really a very good idea...and the burfday boy have to take care of her...gosh...wad a turn down...her life, somehw not that bad compared to mine. OMG...seriously...if she happen to really experince my life, i think she might just end her life..but..seriously..everyone have their own probs..sometimes...you jus have to let it out in a rite time, get advice from frens in a rite time...not on a happy day...oh well...wish u all the best....more photos coming up! (photo from Jeane)

The burfday boy and the girls...........Loooking great!

making stupid faces....hhehe....

Sexy May and I

Jeane and I

* A New Start..../ Beginning.............*

Start? Beginning?...Definition??.let me see.......To begin? neh.... -_-....TO move suddenly or involuntarily??..hmm..nope...-_-.... taking off?? Definitely not.....

In Xtine's dictionary on the definition of Start is that...there is only taking the 1st step/steps out from the past...MEANING.."OFF to A GooD START!!!"..there you go...^_^

Leaving everything that is once important to you..its not that easy. Its kinda challenging or a risk you have to make in life. If you don't manage it well, you'll get into a serious "damaged" or like everyone called it as " fuck'd up." On the other way round..when its right, then its an opportunity or a chance , (you can call it risk) to take....towards happiness and towards the best ...its pretty much depends on you....

As for me, after all those ups and downs that i've been through, after all those tears i've shed for the past 9 months..Those dreams ....it finally come to an end...when i.. somehow made that stupid call not long ago last week. Just because im worried, concerned, and something is playing on in my mind..blew everything up. It just hit me hard...real hard.....I then realize.. its finally OVER! for the best.....

Yea ..u'r right..my relationship problems.thats kinda the main thing that bothering me..for so long.....It's kinda stupid to see he moved on &.... me???!! wad about me? yea.....i still hang on there...I knew its impossible..and yet...There's still something there..asking me not to give up & hang on....

anyway, it's not too late to step out & to move on right? I've made my decision..today...yea TODAY!! I have to be strong...and independent...like they say...If in a day, when you don't come across any problems, you can be sure that you are traveling in a wrong path...AND YES!! everyone has their problem..and everyone is trying their best to discover wad they had failed and of coz...learn from it...

Oh yea...there's another quote that i just remember..." I will not say that i FAILED A thousand times, but instead..Ive discovered there are 1000 ways that can cause failure..." there u go...

Alright enough of all this....Whatever i wrote...its just a slight reason about my title...

that's it for now.......