September 30, 2008

* A New Start..../ Beginning.............*

Start? Beginning?...Definition??.let me see.......To begin? neh.... -_-....TO move suddenly or involuntarily??..hmm..nope...-_-.... taking off?? Definitely not.....


In Xtine's dictionary on the definition of Start is that...there is only taking the 1st step/steps out from the past...MEANING.."OFF to A GooD START!!!"..there you go...^_^


Leaving everything that is once important to you..its not that easy. Its kinda challenging or a risk you have to make in life. If you don't manage it well, you'll get into a serious "damaged" or like everyone called it as " fuck'd up." On the other way round..when its right, then its an opportunity or a chance , (you can call it risk) to take....towards happiness and towards the best ...its pretty much depends on you....


As for me, after all those ups and downs that i've been through, after all those tears i've shed for the past 9 months..Those dreams ....it finally come to an end...when i.. somehow made that stupid call not long ago last week. Just because im worried, concerned, and something is playing on in my mind..blew everything up. It just hit me hard...real hard.....I then realize.. its finally OVER! for the best.....


Yea ..u'r right..my relationship problems.thats kinda the main thing that bothering me..for so long.....It's kinda stupid to see he moved on &.... me???!! wad about me? yea.....i still hang on there...I knew its impossible..and yet...There's still something there..asking me not to give up & hang on....


anyway, it's not too late to step out & to move on right? I've made my decision..today...yea TODAY!! I have to be strong...and independent...like they say...If in a day, when you don't come across any problems, you can be sure that you are traveling in a wrong path...AND YES!! everyone has their problem..and everyone is trying their best to discover wad they had failed and of coz...learn from it...


Oh yea...there's another quote that i just remember..." I will not say that i FAILED A thousand times, but instead..Ive discovered there are 1000 ways that can cause failure..." there u go...


Alright enough of all this....Whatever i wrote...its just a slight reason about my title...

that's it for now.......

3 comments:

Unknown said...

i shall continue my laughter here...ahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahha lollllllzzzzz...
u know what i'm laughing at..yes u know..and only YOU know it..kekeke

christine8886 said...

ESTHER THEN SIEW NGOH!!!ISH...AHHAHA! STOP LAUGHING....

translator in Bali, Online English and Indonesian instructor said...

praise the Lord, when the things are getting tough, the tough are getting tougher . I am glad u have got through it.